Case: The pain caused by one-night stand

　　At a class reunion, I met my high school classmate and my first love. After more than ten years apart, he is still so handsome and considerate, and his passionate eyes still make me obsessed and dizzy. Unable to control it, our old relationship rekindled and we had a one-night stand. Three days after breaking up with him, I found that my lower body was very uncomfortable and it hurt when it rubbed against my pants. While taking a shower, I discovered several soybean-sized ulcers on my labia majora. ； At the same time, one side of the groin skin There are several obvious raised hard lumps on my skin, which hurt when I press them. I don’t know what disease I have, so I secretly seek consultation on the website sexually transmitted diseases The expert explained his condition:

　　“Based on what you said, you probably have chancroid, a sexually transmitted disease. ”“STDs? Chancre? How did I get this disease? ”I'm very angry. “Is your husband outside..." the doctor asked.

　　“Won't! The people in my family are honest people and never do anything random outside! ”I was busy defending my husband. “Is that you and others? male Have you ever had sexual contact? ”The doctor's words reminded me of the crazy night I had with my first love.

　　My mind went blank. What if it was really a sexually transmitted disease?

　　At this time, the sexually transmitted disease specialist there comforted me and said it didn't matter, but the symptoms looked very similar, and I needed to come to the hospital for further examination to confirm the diagnosis.

　　“What if it’s really an STD and you meet an acquaintance? ”Experts told me that as long as you make an appointment, you will arrive Hospital The medical guidance desk reported the appointment number directly, and a nurse would take me to a special clinic. I thought twice before making an appointment for the examination.

　　When the day came for the final trial, I silently followed the visiting nurse and took blood tests... The waiting made me anxious, and it felt like a century had passed.

　　The final result came out, it was indeed a symptom of a sexually transmitted disease, and it was diagnosed as chancroid.

　　I regret it endlessly. I only blame myself for seeking temporary happiness and ruining a lifetime of happiness.； I once wanted to "have it once and ask for nothing else" and "as long as I love you sincerely, you can be a ghost." But now...that day was the darkest day in my life. I really didn’t know how to tell my husband when I saw him along the way. The doctor also asked him to go for a check-up as well. Alas, thinking of this, I really want to die.

　　When I got home, I saw my five-year-old daughter, who had just returned from preschool, smiling sweetly at me. I stood there in a daze, shivering. If I die, what will happen to my child? Thinking of this, the thought of death disappeared from my mind, and I wanted to face everything bravely.

　　When my husband came back in the evening, I just told him that I had it. Gynecology I'm sick. I went to the doctor today. How could he, an honest man, have thought that I had a sexually transmitted disease? In order to prevent infection, I no longer use the bathtub that was shared by three people at home, and my underwear is strictly disinfected separately from that of my family members. After a few days, the medicine took effect and I no longer had any symptoms. During the time when I was taking the medicine, I refused to have sex because I was sick. Later, after my condition improved, I insisted that my husband wear condoms, saying it was the doctor's order. Although the doctor cured my sexually transmitted diseases, whenever I wake up late at night and listen to the sound of my husband beside me, I feel guilty. The guilt caused by this night of indulgence will stay with me for the rest of my life!